Post by kinsey on Jul 27, 2011 4:18:58 GMT
MCKINSEY NOLAN DESMARAIS
[/font][/size][/center]hello! i am teagan and i am fourteen years old. i am boarding the male train, and i have been role playing for nearing three years. also, i play rylan beverley. if you want to contact me, reach me at teaganosawr @ aim. that's all folks!
THE BASICS.
FIRST THINGS ARE ALWAYS FIRST.
[/font][/center]FIRST THINGS ARE ALWAYS FIRST.
FULL NAME : mckinsey nolan desmarais.
NICKNAMES : kinsey.
AGE : eighteen , august first.
GENDER : male.
ETHNICITY : french briton.
RELIGION : atheist.
SEXUALITY : homosexual.
STATUS : maneater.
MEMBER GROUP : aesthetics.
YEAR : freshman.
PLAY-BY : ash stymest.
THE MINOR DETAILS.
WHY NOT EXPLORE OUR WORLD AND SEE ITS DEPTHS.
[/font][/center]WHY NOT EXPLORE OUR WORLD AND SEE ITS DEPTHS.
KINSEY'S DISLIKES :
- Politics. Mckinsey has no real political standpoint as far as actual parties goes, and thinks they have no real meaning. His opinion is that all they are set up to do is make everyone in the country have hatred and dislike towards those who do not see the same way they do, and break down systems already put in place. He finds statements made by both parties good and bad in their own right. If it were up to him, though, anything political would be tossed overboard. He knows that it also helps the system in multiple and large scaled ways, but he has the right to be a critic.
- Overweight People. It isn't really that he dislikes the people who are overweight, but simply the fact that they are overweight. Some people have medical conditions, thyroid problems, all of that, but he knows that half of the obese population is most likely lying about their slow metabolism. He has never had problems with his weight, and might not really understand fully people's problems with it and food, he just feels it is a turnoff and just plain unattractive.
- Know-It-Alls. There is a difference between smart and cocky. Most of this type can be just as dimwitted as anyone else, even more so for having to poke there nose into every conversation with what they think would be valid information. There is a place and time for that, but outside of your speech and debate class, keep it to yourself. Nobody really cares to hear every little thing you think and "know" about everything. Just take a chill pill, and realize that if you weren't so uppety about being right and being smart, you would probably have a lot more friends or people willing to listen to what you have to say.
- Homophobia. Being a very sexually active and openly gay male, he thinks it is just not necassarry to have so much hate for people because of there sexuality. People don't choose to be straight, people don't choose to be gay, people don't choose this. If you were to think that any self-respecting man or woman would choose to be homosexual and go through what they have to in life, you are insane. Though Kinsey would never choose to like a girl, many people in life would certainly choose to be straight to avoid the humiliation and ridicule that people face for their sexualities.
- Jealousy. Mckinsey, growing up, never really was a jealous person. As a child, he didn't care for that kind of thing. He was generally unhappy with people who would be so green with envy, though. Jealousy is just overall tacky and offensive to him. He finds no reason to want what someone else has, or to generally show off what you have to make others feel this way. He knows that certain cases of this have been caused by his general manstealing, bed hopping ways, and he doesn't understand it. If someone likes him better then you, then you probably weren't supposed to be with them, anyway. And, if you are jealous of not having him, there is certainly plenty to go around.
- Sloppy Kissers. Again, the whole sexually active gay male thing. He likes sex. He loves it, actually. He doesn't care for relationships or flings, just sex and friends with benefits are good enough for him. So, people who are sloppy or generally just not good in bed or even just in any romantic/sexual way are not really attractive to him. He would much rather have someone who knows what they are doing. He doesn't like to have to take the lead, either, so showing them how all of this is done really isn't really a question.
- Ants. Bugs in general are kind of fascinating to Kinsey, but there are certain creatures that he just can't stand. Ants are just gross, they get in your food at picnics, they crawl all over you, they bite... Ants are probably just little demons sent from hell to torture people, and Kinsey missed the notice. Because, he truly feels out of any of the lovely animals in the world, ants are just not one in any way shape or form. They are strong, they build really cool homes and all of that, but they are just overall not a treat in any way shape or form.
- Relationships. There really isn't much of a reason for disliking being in a relationship, other then the fact he just can't seem to stick with guys. He knows someday that he would maybe love to settle down with some sweet man, perhaps some guy who would take lovely care of him and be the man, support him, all of that. For now, though, he doesn't care for it. He'll gladly steal your boyfriend away for a few hours, go behind your back to do it, heck you can join in too, but as far as actually being with someone for the long run, he doesn't really know if he is interested. He has been in many a relationships, but the only ones that ever seem to work are open, and he has free rights to do what he wants with who he wants.
KINSEY'S LIKES :
- Dominance. As far as guys and people go in general, he likes dominant and powerful personalities. He could never fully appreciate a very submissive person in a relationship, most likely. He thinks every personality type is nice and all of that, but as far as dating, or what Kinsey would consider a "date", it just doesn't work with him. His personality is all ready meager enough for the two of them. He isn't afraid to initiate situations with dominance, but after a certain point he doesn't care for it. He likes people who have the ability to take care of him, or treat him like a doll, all cute faced and breakable. Not to say he doesn't like being rough and all of that, but generally, he isn't the rough one in any manner of speaking.
- Smoking. It's a release. It relieves stress, pretty much end of story.
- Writing. He was never really enthusiastic enough to go out and read numerous books, but he was always interested in writing up his own stories. As he has gotten older, the passion has kind of stuck with him to do as such. He writes most of the time, and he spends his time wondering if he would like to be a writer. He has taken courses, and it seems like a realistic goal to him, more so then that of being a model. He knows they are both kind of farfetched, but riding romance novels or horror just seems like something he might enjoy.
- Modeling. He knows he is attractive, at least to some extent, and he has no problems letting the world see this in campaigns and ads. He knows that he probably won't go far with this career, but it gets loans and a dorm room paid off. His parents have been willing to support him to a point, not being truly wealthy, but have more then a little to go around for their only child. It is just that he would like to show them he is capable of doing things himself, no matter how much it takes. He has a drive for it, a bit of a passion, and he would like to take it as far as he can, until that runs out.
- Fast Food. He isn't one to like generally junky food, but lazing around enjoying some Mcdonald's isn't exactly his idea of a bad day. It's one of his guilty pleasures, so would say the accumulation of numerous fast food containers in his garbage can. He isn't exactly the best at cooking, either, so when he is on his own to fend for food it is pretty much the choice of cheap fast food or something along the lines or ramen noodles, or something to make on a cooktop or in a microwave.
- Childish Movies. Another one of Kinsey's guilty pleasures would be childish movies, but this one he is not really ashamed of. He likes this type of thing, he is generally more of a child-like person then he lets on to be. He loves sweet and cute things, he loves the idea of acting like a child. Though, he would never take it much farther then silly movie nights or sleeping with some kind of stuffed toy. Movies and television cure boredom, as well, but children's movies are mindless enough to not have to think too much upon watching them.
- Clothing. Clothes are something that everyone has to have, and most people, he would assume, like them. He hasn't ever really had to worry about not having them or not fitting into them, and so he finds an overall joy in them. He likes very feminine things, which can be good or bad, and he likes childish things, as well. For the most part, he sticks to tight jeans and some kind of plaid or button up shirt when he is feeling lazy, but usually his sense in clothes can be kind of shocking.. Or, at least, not conventional.
- General Cuteness. Cute things, cute people, cute beings, anything cute will do.
GOALS :
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Have sex with every boy in school - Be on the cover of Vogue.
- Move back to Britain, and out of the US.
- Write an award winning novel.
- Own every Disney movie ever made.
FEARS :
- Death associated with fire / Burning alive.
- Being Buried Alive.
- Becoming unable to care for himself.
SECRETS :
- Over his many years of sexual encounters and experiences, with a large number of unprotected experiences, Kinsey has contracted more then one easily cureable sexually transmitted disease, and is scared that his ways will lead him into more troubles in this manner.
- As a teenager, Kinsey went through stages of disordered eating. Nothing largely harming to himself or his body, but just out of fear of growing out of shape or overweight. His body image is still slightly disordered, but managing more of a healthy active lifestyle has replaced his fits of starving or purging.
WEAKNESS :
- Boys with nice hair and piercings.
- Sweet smelling colognes.
- Spending money on excessive amounts of clothing.
STRENGTHS :
- Being the innocent one.
- Writing.
OVERALL PERSONALITY :
- Charming. Even if it is not in the most conventional of ways, one thing Kinsey has going for him is that he can certainly charm a guy. Whether it is with his calm yet slightly bubbly personality, or the fake sense of innocence, it can be done. He doesn't really need to, it being that his reputation kind of does all of that for him, but he isn't afraid to lay down some charm whenever it is needed.
- Childish. Not in the overly obnoxious hyper way, but in a more suddle manner of child-like attire and a love for all things cute and innocent. This also relates to how he is treated in relationships, though. Guys treating him like he actually is a child is a complete turn off. Acknowledging that he is sensitive, and maybe not completely into being treated harshly is a different story all together.
- Naive. For someone so into thing sexual, and for not wanting to get into relationships, he can be awfully innocent. He knows a lot about things, actually, but he is just generally not into acknowledging the fact that he does. It isn't really an act, he just pushes away all of the things he doesn't like to realize about the real world, and kind of makes himself not think about them. It's not the best way to go, but he can't help this part of him.
- Manipulative. This is one of the things that he should not to, seeing as he tries to be friendly and fair to people, but he uses people. He doesn't know how long he has been doing it, but he just does. Not for any real reason, and he knows there is no purpose to it, but it gets him what he wants. And, he is not a fan of not getting it. Though, he finds jealousy gross and would never really let himself get to that point, he still likes to have some certain things that others have to an extent. Or, more so, people that others have.
- Arrogant. Though, part of this might be a slight act, Mckinsey is more then a bit self-oriented. He uses this as a mechanism to build himself up. Pretending like he is sure in his own body, he has over time become a bit more sound. And, nobody likes someone who is down about themselves all the time. Most of the attention that he recieves from men feeds into how he percieves himself as well, and the more men like him, the more he thinks he is worth. So, perhaps his premiscuity and this are related, but that would easily be denied by the boy.
- Optimist. He doesn't really like to see the bad in things, and it can almost at times break down his opinion of certain things. So, he likes to see all that he can in a good light. Not worrying about small flaws and traits that might not be the most amazing don't worry him. He, of course, is human, and can pass judgement or dislike on any kind of thing, but he likes to not do so. Looking up at people and situations is always the way he does things, even if that means blinding himself from things he might need to see.
- Submissive. With most of his friendships, romantic relationships, even with people he has problems with, Kinsey isn't exactly the best with taking charge. He likes to take in situations, and perhaps be pointed out in them, but he doesn't like to just grab it. He is okay with not really being the center of attention, but his slightly shy bubbly kind of charm does seem to get him that, at times. The attention is something he loves, though, and if his more toned down ways will get him that then he is okay with it.
- Attention Seeker. In unconventional ways, he gets attention. Like stated before, his submissive yet slightly odd and charasmatic ways get him this. He finds nothing wrong with liking others to notice him, though. There are those who are meant to completely blend in, and those who are there to stand out. While he may not be the most popular person he knows, he does a fairly good job at standing out among others. Being known for his sexual affairs is also what gets him attention, and while that part he isn't really proud of, he also wouldn't dwell or worry on it.
- Physical. He is one of those kids who expresses himself more with actions then with words. While he could be sly and gentle with what he chooses to say, some of his actions can be more blunt. He isn't exactly someone who talks with his hands, persay, but more blunt with his actions. Kinsey is most definetley afraid or unkown for sitting on random boy's laps, giving kisses or groping people he might not exactly be that close with, and just isn't afraid to be touchey-feely.
- Sensitive. Though it doesn't really make perfect sense why he is, and he isn't exactly the best with showing his emotions, the boy is very sensitive in how he percieve things. Anything that isn't purely positive can weigh on him. Other's opinions of him don't exactly shape him, but they do matter to him. This can lead to overly childish fits of the silent treatment or the evil eye, but he tries his best not to let other's see what they do or say affecting him.
SUBJECTS :
- Creative Writing - Kinsey plans on becoming a novelist if his career with modeling does not continue in the future.
- History - The subject is of interest to Mckinsey, and he feels learning more about history could improve how he perceives things, and could be more historically correct in writing.
BY PROCEDURE.
JUST TO STRAIGHTEN THINGS UP.
[/font][/center]JUST TO STRAIGHTEN THINGS UP.
HOMETOWN : south east england.
CURRENT RESIDENCE : las vegas , nevada.
MOTHER'S NAME : eloise desmarais.
FATHER'S NAME : jean-pierre desmarais.
SIBLINGS : n/a.
OVERALL HISTORY :
Mckinsey, though most people wouldn't know it was born in England. He only lived there until the age of two or three, though, and doesn't know a lot about the place he lived in. There, he lived with his father and step-mother. He honestly never met his mother. She wasn't tested to see if she was preeclamptic during her pregnancy, and unfortunately, after birth her birth had a seizure from the very unfortunately high blood pressure that comes from preeclampsia. It doesn't exactly bother him that he didn't know his mother, or the fact that his dad was so quick to replace her, because his step mother really isn't a step mother. She raised him, took care of him, she was his mother. He does, at times, wonder what the women would have been like, but he knows that if things would have gone differently he probably wouldn't be where he is, now.
As a child, Eloise, the women whom he adopted as his mother was very close to him. His father was a writer, and hearing his stories is most likely where Mckinsey got his drive to do it. It wasn't really something dominant as a young child, but growing up he would dabble in making up stories. They never really were written down thoroughly, but they where there, in his mind. His father encouraged it, but he was never really home or around for his only son. Eloise never could have children, and so he would wondered, at times, if his father having him when the two met if that was why they got together. He assumes that since she had such a strong connection to the both of them that it wasn't for that reason, though.
Being so close with the feminine baker of a women, though, he became more in touch with the cute more feminine side of himself. He knew he was gay from a young age, as well. That wasn't because of this woman, but she never cared what he did with himself in that way. Though, when sexuality came up in the way of him questioning sex, he was obviously sent to his father. The man never really wanted to answer these questions, and unlike Eloise, was not thrilled with his homosexuality. That may be part of the reason he never was all that careful with sex, considering that there wasn't even sexual education classes in his school, other then small courses in health.
When he truly became very sexually active, though, in high school, his parents started to question him. So, he denied anything he did with a man. Him only having a couple of boyfriends over his teenage years, made them question if he was even really into men. They were glad they didn't have to worry, but would have been very concerned if they learned of his ways. He was mostly with older men at that age, who could take care of him, and would spend more then a fair amount of time with them. Kinsey never knew how his parents didn't find out about him, though.
Once he grew out of his stage of older men, he just adapted a fixation with sexual activities, one that has followed him into college. He knows living half of his life around sex, and the other parts modeling and writing aren't very realistic, but it doesn't bother him. He still has ties with people in other ways, and he just thinks having sex doesn't make him an overall bad person. He wouldn't even venture to say he was addicted, he just doesn't care for relationships, and completely going out with any contact isn't all that appealing either.
He knows someday he will have to become a better person, but it is college people aren't really defined by this. Or, at least, he thinks they shouldn't be. He has thus far stayed under the radar of any real trouble, after all.
FINISHING TOUCHES.
THE SAD ENDING TO A PERFECT BEGINNING.
[/font][/center]THE SAD ENDING TO A PERFECT BEGINNING.
ROLE PLAY SAMPLE :
rylan beverley has one of these. (;