Post by FARREN TAYLOR on Sept 17, 2011 15:26:20 GMT
I don't really know why I'm writing in this. I mean, I'm what, 19 now? Little old to be Talking to an imaginary person in a book with no words in it, but it seems you're kind of the only person(or thing?) I can tell my problems too and not cause anymore trouble than I've already have.
For example, My boyfriend, Blaine, and I have been fighting a lot. You don't know him, but he's really sweet and fun and yeah, I think I might be in love with him. Not just puppy love, like real shit love-love(wow, that was really intellectual. Not.) but we fight likecats and dogs and this last one was a doozy. And me, being the stupid biiiiitttch I am, I talked to Simon about it all. (that's his enemy. They both hate eachother.) One thing led to another and Simon was shocked by a certain kiss, Blaine was out the door, and I was on the floor crying my eyes out like a child that didn't get their way.
I don't think you realize how hard those few days were for me. Shh, don't tell Blaine this, but I felt like a fucking Bella Swan, just sitting on the couch, sulking, waiting for him to come through that door and say "Haha, it was a joke." But it wasn't because I. SCREWED. UP. All my doubts about if I really loved him or not went away when I realized what I had was gone, you know?
We're back together now...but Last night he was trying to be a good guy and stick up for Micah about something.(I'm not even really sure what. According to someone, he's a bi poser? What does that even mean?) I was so proud of him, but then Simon had to go and get cheeky. Sometimes I understand why Blaine hates him so much. Ugh, he ruins people's shit. All the time, he's like a tornado. That's irrelevant. Anyways, so this journal was pointless really...I just really wanted to get everything on paper so next time all this happens I'll see this and be like "Oh, try not to make that mistake again." yeah, anyways, time to make breakfast. AKA cereal. Haha. Bye diary.
For example, My boyfriend, Blaine, and I have been fighting a lot. You don't know him, but he's really sweet and fun and yeah, I think I might be in love with him. Not just puppy love, like real shit love-love(wow, that was really intellectual. Not.) but we fight likecats and dogs and this last one was a doozy. And me, being the stupid biiiiitttch I am, I talked to Simon about it all. (that's his enemy. They both hate eachother.) One thing led to another and Simon was shocked by a certain kiss, Blaine was out the door, and I was on the floor crying my eyes out like a child that didn't get their way.
I don't think you realize how hard those few days were for me. Shh, don't tell Blaine this, but I felt like a fucking Bella Swan, just sitting on the couch, sulking, waiting for him to come through that door and say "Haha, it was a joke." But it wasn't because I. SCREWED. UP. All my doubts about if I really loved him or not went away when I realized what I had was gone, you know?
We're back together now...but Last night he was trying to be a good guy and stick up for Micah about something.(I'm not even really sure what. According to someone, he's a bi poser? What does that even mean?) I was so proud of him, but then Simon had to go and get cheeky. Sometimes I understand why Blaine hates him so much. Ugh, he ruins people's shit. All the time, he's like a tornado. That's irrelevant. Anyways, so this journal was pointless really...I just really wanted to get everything on paper so next time all this happens I'll see this and be like "Oh, try not to make that mistake again." yeah, anyways, time to make breakfast. AKA cereal. Haha. Bye diary.
