BLAINE CARTER
Hell-Raisers[/size]
Bisexual %7C%7C Farren Music %7C%7C Architecture
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Post by BLAINE CARTER on Dec 13, 2011 23:36:23 GMT
Such a cliche to start off with some romantic/relationship bullshit in this journal, but there is one thing I really need to get off my chest. No, not my job. Certainly not.
I love Farren. I do. I'm pretty sure I will always care for her, since she was that first girl I fell hard for, but things just aren't the same, and I don't think they are going to go back to the way things were when it all first happened. She was that girl that met my parents first, and I actually thought I'd go the long run with, which our run was pretty damn long, but...
I don't know. I miss my old life. I miss beating who ever the fuck I want for whatever reason I want and not worrying about someone in my ear for it. I want someone to love me or want me for who I am someone that'll actually find it attractive or something like that, and I can't find myself changing to be some goody-good for Farren Taylor.
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BLAINE CARTER
Hell-Raisers[/size]
Bisexual %7C%7C Farren Music %7C%7C Architecture
Posts: 86
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Post by BLAINE CARTER on Apr 7, 2012 1:27:19 GMT
Why fight for something when you're the main fucking one fighting against me. I mean fuck. Really? I know I fucked up, but damn. Not one bad word comes from my mouth about her or one bad thought. I thought she wanted it all back too, but you know what? Actions speak louder than words. You can't want someone back if you're to busy acting like you hate them or siding with other "friends" against them. I never side with Olivia. I wish she'd have the same respect for me but whatever. Honestly, I just wish she would make her choices obvious so I can see what the fuck I have to do. Move on and focus on my daughter or focus on the both of them together.
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