When the Mind Attacks

[▪▫ JUST ELLE...]

You’ll always be that kid that no one wanted to talk to. You’ll always be the joke everyone laughs about behind your back. You’re always going to be the pathetic little Native American boy who can’t even make his own parents proud. But most of all, you’re always going to hate yourself. No matter what you do. No matter how many beautiful women you’ve fucked, no matter how many times you prove someone else wrong. You will still look in the mirror and hate everything you see. And when you put your hand to that scar that only you know is there, you’ll always wish that it would’ve just happened. You’ll always wish that maybe you’d hit the pavement a little harder, and then there wouldn’t have been any chance because you know no matter how much you try and pretend like you aren’t, you will always be nothing.